Propeller

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• Chapter One
• Everybody Is Someone
• Hanging By A Moment
• My Precious
• Only One
• Please Just Take These Photos From My Hands
• Sky Is Falling
• Somebody Else's Song
• Spin
• The End Has Only Begun
• Thnks fr the Mmrs

Okay fine

You actually felt offended, they didn’t even have the imagination to give you a codename like Bellatrix or Ms. X or something. At least kung ganun pwede mong isipin pinagaksayahan ka ng effort para tawagin kang witch meaning you might be that important and all at hindi naman palagi kang labeled as “pathetic” if ever ma mention man ang napakadakila mong being with anything. Sigh.

Anyway, you fought the urge to sink low again, be catty, and point-by-point, vandalize their justifications with your own. But first of all, those records were not meant for you nor to be even seen by you, and second of all sino ba ang talo kung nagpadala ka di ba? Ikaw rin. You rallied strong and hard just to stay afloat on this stupid drama and you’re not about to throw everything away for something actually petty. Baka dati pwede pa, pero not now. You recently just realized that there are more important things in life than to stay bitter and angry.

Sa’yo lang, alam mo namang wala kang sapak sa utak, though you won’t go on and on making this all about you. It was never about you, gusto nga ng madlang people maging non-existent ka kung pwede lang di ba? Kaya naman nagstart ang lahat ng ‘to dahil wala silang pakialam sa’yo. Pero nag-aksaya ka narin lang ng isang blog post, siguro dapat mo nang isulat once and for all ang stand mo na: unfair naman yun sa kanya para palagi nalang na tawaging ass or jerk paulit-ulit behind his back. Di niya naman pinagpilitang maging close sa mga tao, much more sa mga babae, nangyari lang yun and kung kasalanan niyang paasahin niya ang mga babaeng nahuhumaling sa kanya, well, you just let the guy put it in a disclaimer on his forehead. Unfair kasi di nila siya ganung kakilala to type up nasty words about him in something as public as a public blog accessible to the prying eyes (ehem) of many.

P.S. Isipin na ang gustong isipin, you tried your best to accord everyone that freedom for more than three years. Kagaya nga lang ng lagi mong nisasabi, “Sana lang napasaya kayo ng mga naiisip nyo.” Kasi ikaw, habang nita type mo ‘tong mga ‘to… hindi happy. :(

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