Propeller

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• Somebody Else's Song
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Two sightings

Waiting far too long for something I forgot was wrong
I don’t know all the answers I think that I’ll find
Or have it within the time but it’s all that I’ll have in mind
Until I fall away that won’t keep us waiting long

Both happened at the same night, in UP:

First sighting was finally getting a glimpse of “MA Guy” again after the summer. You told yourself that if ever he will be a classmate, you’d go for it. Mwahaha. But sorry, you guess it won’t be this semester. Anyway, you were talking to TEG peeps in front of your classroom when you suddenly found yourself stopping in mid-sentence, your face breaking into a huge smile (you think it was a smile, sana hindi ka nga lang nakakanganga ng matagal). He passed by and, well, he smiled too (you think it was at you, but “you can never can tell” really, lol, it was so insignificant, baka dahil mukha ka lang tanga nung nakita mo siya). Eek. Sa normal na ka-weirdohan mo (or they’re simply not paying attention), di naman nakahalata ang TEG classmates thank god. :D

Second was a different almost encounter with a different, uh, human being (???), uh, almost forgettable if not only for the fact that you just felt like dying afterwards. You saw, uh, someone you never really expected to see in the middle of nowhere (you indulged I’s request kasi to walk with her to the pool) while waiting for a Philcoa ride. Right, you didn’t expect to see him by chance, not that early, and not last night at least, but you were thinking what if lang you happen to just meet as each jeepney (which is not a Philcoa jeep) passed you by. Ayun, at the exact moment (swear) na kakaisip mo pa lang sa posibilidad na yun, bigla mong nasulyapan his narcoleptic self thrown on the front seat of a jeep. Wala lang, you were caught by surprise because of the triviality of the situation, at para ka nang nasusuka. Nakakairita. Nakakaiyak. :( Panira ng gabi (ng buhay kaya) ang epekto ng taong yan sa sistema mo.
There goes a couple of sightings that made no difference in this world except to torture you no end. People can walk or ride away from you, just like that.

Until I fall away, I don’t know what to do anymore
Until I fall away…
My fear pretend that I’ll never be in love again.

P.S. Tsk. Wearing your heart on your sleeve as usual.

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